are you something real?
do you have substance, or are you smoke?
do you dissolve at the slight of dissonance–
or do you reverberate?
resonating my lack of connection;
emulating the desire for something real
in a world that only appears to be,
in front of your eyes
She was a dark star
I didn’t know you could break what’s
already broken. Demolishing my
scarce remains until not even
stardust was left.
I didn’t know you could be so cruel
to your lover. Screaming you
love me as you pushed the blade
straight through my heart.
I didn’t know you could distort
my world. Reinforcing my
insecurities by indulging in
all of my flaws.
I didn’t know I could love someone
like you. Such a vile creature you
were. I wonder how I never noticed it:
you never did shine