I think I’ll start doing my writing at night from now on. It flows better with my schedule. I have the time then, and I’m often up. My insomnia is back, more or less, to varying degrees. However, it’s nothing serious. I still sleep better than I used to. Of course, there is a pile of drafts saved in my WordPress that I just changed to scheduled. No one probably believes me though. You’ll see when you see, that’ll be my proof. But let’s talk about something else. I’ve been enjoying school. It’s a little difficult, but only really because of my poor study habits. Sure, there are topics that are hard to grasp, but I try at the very least. I usually am able to absorb information more or less with ease. It’s been about 4 weeks of school so far? I like it. I mean, I haven’t been able to do some of the things I like, but that’s more so my fault more than anything, right?
As I said earlier, my insomnia is back, though not as bad as it used to be. I manage to get around 4-5 hours of sleep at least, though I can average 6-7 during the week now. I’m often up until around 1 in the morning though. I don’t think it affects me too much, considering I’ve been able to force myself to sleep until about 11 on the weekends sometimes.* That also reminds me, I’ve been having some strange semi-lucid dreams as of recent.
I’ve been doing math and chemistry during my state of half consciousness while I’m still asleep, but am aware of dreaming and near awakening. I can say that it is a direct impact of me practicing and making sure I am ready for my exams and quizzes in college for sure. However, I’m not too sure how useful it is. I know the chemistry I was doing last night wasn’t making much sense (though it did vaguely relate to the work we are currently doing). I wonder if I’ll do it again tonight. I can say that the dreams themselves were random, but I was consciously trying to solve problems by the time I was getting read to wake up.
Huge topic change, but I can do that; I’ve revisited this game called ingress. For those of you who don’t know what it is, look it up. Maybe I’ll make a post about it sometime later, but not now. Right now? it’s 12:37 in the morning, and I have a chemistry lab at 8:35 am. I’m listening to Pandora, and preparing to lay down and hopefully enjoy my thoughts. That’s always the hardest part of going to bed. I won’t delve into that now though. Once you get the bad thoughts rolling, they keep on coming throughout the night.
I’ve missed writing. And I’ve missed you all. I’m trying
Until tomorrow, or next time, whichever comes first.
*I don’t know if I mentioned this (probably not), but it’s almost virtually impossible for me to sleep past noon. My body can’t handle laying in bed for so long, and by the time it’s 11, my mind has been spurring so much that the sleep wasn’t all too useful anyway.